News about pzs and Caladan

[caladan]

some words for all with childs here ... and few words for the ppl waiting for a new version of pzs:


on last thursday my little child fall from our window in the 4th floor(14m) and died on friday. that's no joke and no fake.

germans can read news for example here: http://www.strohgaeu.de/ and look for: "KIND AUS 4.STOCK GEFALLEN "


be sure to keep an eye on ur kids evrytime .. and don
t let this happen to ur child. its the hardest thing which can happen to parents!


about pzs:

the pzs was dedicated to my daughter since the beginning and of couse pzs will be developed and will be ready sometimes. and of couse it now should be the best zs ever (in memory of my daughter). just be patient until i find the time to go on!!!


ps: since i have some probs with money, evrybody who wanna spent money for pzs can do this via the paypal link in pzs readme. evry money will be for grave/flowers for my daughter and not for any other things. the foto shows my little (now dead) daughter.


http://www.ioftpd.com/images/temp/sandra2.jpg
http://www.ioftpd.com/images/temp/sandra3.jpg
http://www.ioftpd.com/images/temp/bin.ich.hubsch.jpg

[wooolF[RM]]

What I am feeling right now is hard to put into words...

Damn, it must hurt like hell inside of you. Missing a member of the family and specially your own child is a loss that you will never come over... I'm truely sorry to hear that, caladan. That is very sad.

Please accept my deepest sympathy in this difficult moment. Support from your friends in little Denmark.

[Mouton]

Cheers Cal...
Difficult, I'm sure... Lost many ppl near me too couple of years ago. Always difficult.
Time should help some... Never will the pain be entirely gone, but remembering the good moments with her will stay forever, I'm sure.
Maybe you'll see her again someday, depending on what u believe in... Maybe u'll see her again someday, even if u don't believe in that shit... who knows how all this dying thing really works......
Life... eh...

May I suggest taking time to be with Miss Caladan ... I'm sure she needs u more than the kids who are asking for help in #ioftpd......

Oh, and about the $, I'm sure nobody would object that some of the scripters pool money would be donated for that. Maybe choose some Fundation you or your wife like or something... It's better than flowers if u ask me, but that's just me.

Good luck.

[ferran]

I'm very sorry to hear that.
there's nothing we could say that will make you feel better in this moments.
What could be worst that loosing your own child? i can't imagine. Never ever happened something so sad to me, but my sympathy goes to you and your wife.

better times will come, you'll see.

in the meanwhile take this as a great hug from the ioFTPD community.

peace.

[fobban]

I feel i need to say something, but still it's hard to come up with the right words.
I lost one of my friends one week ago, but still that's nothing compared to loosing your own child.
I hope you're spending lots of time with your wife now when she needs you more than ever.
aah man I'm so sorry :(

[Pichento]

Ohh my..

Caladan i am so sorry to hear about that. You have my deepest simpathy and please do let me know if there is anything I can do for you in this time of grief. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

[Zer0Racer]

Caladan, we spoke yesterday and you know how I feel. :(

Hope everything will turn out somewhere near okay in the future. And yes, I promise I will take extra care of my little son, now 9 months old.

Take care man
/Zer0Racer

I support Mouton's idea of using some of the money from scripter's pool to help.

[neoxed]

Very devastating… you have my heartfelt sympathy. :(

Best of luck to both you and your family during this tragic and unfortunate event.

[rAWfOX]

oh ****.... i have two daughters of my own and i cant even imagen how u feel. My thoughts go to u and the rest of your family.

:(

[bounty]

My heartfelt condolences mate.
I haven't any words to say you which point I am touched about that really bad news.
You have all my sympathy in these difficult moments


Bounty


ps: I totally agree with mouton

[NorLan]

hi caladan
hab zwar noch keine eigen kinder, aber ein verlust einer person die so nahesteht .... ich will gar nicht dran denken. mein tiefstes mitgefühl für dich und deine freundin/frau.

[caladan]

thx for all the posts! me and my girfriend are very happy to see that so many ppl are with us.

@mouton:

it's not only my wife who needs me.... i need it too not to think on my daughter on about her death. thats why i stay in ioftpd chan just to get other thoughts in my mind

[onyx]

R.I.P. little one :(

[ReCaR]

Like the others: I dont know what to say ...

There are no right words to say at this moment. I just wanted to wish you and your family luck in these horrible days ...

You have all my sympathy.

[ADDiCT]

I read this thread this morning, and i've been thinking about it all day at school. Like many others i can't find the right words, this must be a really difficult time for you now :/

[EwarWoo]

It's hard to know what to say, and I know no-one can really say anything to make the pain go away but like so many here my thoughts are with you as you're going through what must be pure hell.
Best wishes for you and your girlfriend to get through this OK, and hoping you get to the point where you remember only the good times as soon as possible.

[JoeBAR]

My thought are with you and yours, Cal.

[caladan]

many many thx to all who replied! its great to know for me and wife that so many ppl are with us.

special thx to harm and to alturismo for the money they provided!

[iXi]

moin,
damn cala;( mein beileid & mitgefühl ich weiß gar nicht was ich da sagen soll da findet man gar keine worte weil nix was man sagt das ausdrückt was du grade durchmachen mußt. Beileid!

cya

[Bratell]

There are no right words for this. I don't know you, Caladan, but still, reading what you're going through almost brings me to tears.

You have my deepest condolences. Hang in there!

[CrAcKeR]

OH MY...

My DEEPEST sympaties and condolences caladan

Heartbreaking to see the pix of your beautiful little angel and know that she's gone.. :(

Got 2 daughters of my own , can't imagine how i would feel to loose one

Hopefully you and your wife will eventually get pass the sorrow and go on with your life's

May the Lord have mercy on u and your wife for this tragic loss

pass on my sympaties and condolences to your wife

R.I.P. Little Angel

Maybe one day u will see your Angel again and hold her in your arms.....

(who knows what happends when we pass over to the other side)

Got tears in my eye.. Cal

no one should outlive their child , again i'm so SORRY for your loss

hang in there m8 and take care of your wife and may u 2 have a beautiful memorial of your Little Angel..

:(

[darkone]

No words can describe what one feels after such horrible event. Terrorism and other terrible things were so distant for me, while this happend within our little community.

Life is a privilege, taking privilege of life from someone that young with such a cruel way, is just not fair. Not to mention how unfair it's for you - you will not be seeing her first day of school, confirmation nor graduation, instead you get funerals. Just not fair!

I sincerely hope that one day, your family feels whole again.

[karmacoma]

I don't know you personally, but i'm so so sorry to hear what has happened to your family. :(
My condolences.

[NalgeNunc]

Hallo caladan,

es tut mir sehr leid, dass ihr Eure Tochter verloren habt.
Ich wünsche Dir und Deiner Frau die nötige Kraft.

Menschen die wir lieben bleiben für immer bei uns,
denn sie hinterlassen Spuren in unserem Leben.


NalgeNunc

[caladan]

and again many thx for all the words!

today was the last time to say goodbye to my little daughter. it was hard to see her, lying there and it was hard to feel her cold skin. But there were many ppl here today to say goodbye so it was a little bit easier.

hard times for me, my gf and all other ppl knowing my little daughter. Anyway we had 3 beautifull years full of laughing and i am sure they will never really be away. as long as there are ppl remember her, she's still alive because only the forgotten are really dead.

mfg cala

[caladan]

just to let ppl know i am still alive i post here the changelog of the latest project-zs beta:


Changelog Project-ZS 0.0.6.9:
-----------------------


+ added 2 new options (for vbr support):
-> #define audio_vbr "%w %Y VBR %i %I"
-> #define audio_cbr "%w %Y %XKbps"
+ added new options for IMDB (yup, pzs now searches imdb for infos about the movie!)
-> #define use_build_in_imdb_functions TRUE
-> #define imdb_bar "[IMDB] - Year %Y - Rating %R with %V votes - [IMDB]"
-> #define imdb_message -> this is the template for the imdb message file which is included in the .message
+ added vbr support
+ nocheck dirs now work fully!
+ some zip issues fixed
+ some other things changed/fixed i cant remember yet
+ new installer added ... works now with borland ... but be sure to check ur .ini after using installer. it may screw up ur ini in [events] section
+ .ioftpd.nfo isn't anymore created :)
+ better perfomance while checking for nfo
+ better routine for finding and deleting incomplete links
+ rewrote functions for finding and deleting incomplete links -> more stable and more speed
+ rewrote functions for checking for nfo -> more speed and more stable
+ removed the creation of .ioftpd.nfo file
+ rewrote many functions completly, code is now compileable with win32 compiler (VS 6 / Bloodsheed Dev-C++ are tested only)
+ added new option for use of unzip functions(now no exsternal .zip needed)
-> I_Want_Zip_Unzip_Functions = TRUE
-> if u disable this function zip/unzip code won't be included ---> faster/smaller code
+ added a new output option for complete message
-> added option: "2"
-> this option puts otu all users / groups in ONE line ... try it out and ya see what i mean
+ only one file is now written for each CD / Disk
+ added 2 new options for the style of the progressbar. be sure not to use forbidden chars there!
-> progressmeter_filled_char '#'
-> progressmeter_missing_char '-'
+ rewrote the config file a little bit for better reading :)
+ rewrote many code lines for improved speed!
+ rewrote postdel. its now compileable with win32 compiler too.

- removed 2 options: binary_unzip, binary_zip
-> not needed anymore. zip functions are included!
- removed the zip.exe and unzip.exe from project-zs
-> unzip/zip functions are now included directly into source code
-> much much much much faster code :) (thx |harm| and RAMRAM for tipps and support)

* fixed the bug when a file is uploaded without a extension
* fixed stackdumps -> caused by reading/writing of same files at same time
* fixed a small bug which caused that a complete / incomplete bar got not deleted
* fixed some small bugs where dirlength wasn't calculated right
* fixed a bug which deleted all files if they were uploaded before sfv
* fixed the postdel ... should now work without any errors (at least i didn't find one)
* fixed the bug, that slowest file was evrytime 0

[Pichento]

Heya Caladan.

I hope you're hanging in there in this time of difficulty for you. will the Project-ZS 0.0.6.9 beta be available for the same download location as the Project-ZS 0.0.6.8?

Maybe later today?

[caladan]

yup will be there later today. i am just testing the imdb fucntions atm!

[CruNcH]

After a few months of inactivity due to personal reasons I browsed this forum today and read this post.
I'm deeply touched by what happened to your little daughter.
It's hard to imagine for someone that does not have children yet.
I know it comes late, but I want to express my deepest condolence with you Caladan and your wife.

You must be a very strong character that you keep on living your life and even keep on developing this project.
I truly admire your strength to go through this extremely difficult situation.

My thoughts are with you.
Keep your head up.
We all appreciate your strength and sake to continue the project in memory of Sandra.
I'm sure she'll have a very special everlasting place in the mind of every member of this community.
At least in mine, she will ...